You have an irrational fear of criticism
https://www.psychologies.co.uk/tests/are-you-judgemental.html
This was clicking genuine answers. I believe I have no fear of criticism whatsoever.
Funny thing, I went through it several times and clicked random answers. Still got the same, or the polar opposite. No middle ground. In either case, the summary was bitingly judgemental in the extreme. To the point of being personally insulting. Much more so than I am capable of expressing, never mind likely to use. More like a lesson in how to be judgemental.